Imperfection

is perfection

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i think..

i think i want to re-make a tumblr..

this one is just ro messy and random and dumb.

I want a new begning and fresh start,

and i think in my blogging life, tumblr is the only place that will happend for me

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School In Summer.

So i had to take summer school for math because my math teacher didnt know how to teach it… Literally, 95% of the  students she taught ended up in summer school…

ANYWAYS,

there was this girl there, ive seen her around, but never really talked to her. I dont really talk to anyone..

We had our exam in the morning and then we had to wait in the lobby for awhile, while the teacher marked our exam….

And holy hell does this girl talk..Her mouth never closed…It wanted to duct tape her mouth shut :s … she kept bragging about everything in her life and how great it all was..

Today i have drivers ed…. its 4 days in class for… i think for 7 hours…

and guess whose in my class… :(

x.x

Filed under summer school summer school annoying chatter class sad

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Anonymous asked: i used to really like being alone too id do the same thing, but now im scared to be left alone because then that when i start thinking and my thoughts like depress me. but i also kinda feel like i could be surrounded by 100 people and still feel the same loneliness and depression because no one really understands whats going on and if i told someone no one would take me seriously. -.-

Aweh.

I feel the same way :(

You could talk to me anon :)

I’ll listen any day <3

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Being Alone,

I used to love it.

My parents would leave the house, id crank up the music and dance around and have fun.

But now… Its like the scariest thing ever.

not scary in the way of horror movie scary…

but in the way that,

When im alone, i think,

and when i think, It makes me depressed.

I found that theres so much to my life that i dislike, and little that i love.

And i dont like that,

but lately ive been alone alot..

so thats all i do is think, and it scares me.

Each time it just makes me more depressed…

to the point where im starting to feel depressed even when theres people around.

Ive actually considered Anti-depressents.

But i “Joked” around about it with my mom once and she just laughed and said i was perfectly fine.

But im not, and i dont have the heart or know-how to tell her.

Im miserable.

Filed under miserable lonly alone scared depressed hate myself

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BLAAAAH.

i was so excited to get my new computer so i can bog and such…

and it is the slowest thing ive ever owned :(

Wtf….fml…..kmn…

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I hate my life.

My life. It sucks. I dont even know what to do about it. I have a kid, at 16 and it prevents me from doing anything i want to. If i didnt have my little boy… I think id just run away and never come back to this hell hole, ever. I HATE not being able to escape…